Date : Friday, July 31, 2009
Title : Forgiveness
Friendship is based on forgivenessToday if your friend has done something wrong, you have to forgive her immediately by thinking that you could have made the same mistake. If she has been nasty to you today, you have to forgive her immediately.Tomorrow you may be in the same position - you could be nasty to her. So if you forgive her when she is nasty, then if a day comes when you are equally nasty, she will forgive you.Good qualities eventually come for ward. Good qualities will not remain dormant forever and foreverReal forgivenessDoes not remember the past
Date : Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Title : Love hurts

Have you ever felt,
Like you were holding a fragile heart,
That could break any second,
And then it shatters,
And you don't know how to fix it?
Then your world goes wild,
With everything spinning but you,
You stand still and stare at the moment,
Not knowing what to say,
Not even paying attention anymore.
You want to say something to help the moment,
But tears are saying enough.
I want to hold the pieces of your broken heart,
And put it back to one.
I hold you close,
Hoping you can forgive me,
For hurting you so badly,
I tell you I love you,
And it's far from a lie.
I cry on your chest,
Apologizing again and again
You finally pull me away and lift my face up towards yours,
I look into your eyes,
Wanting to turn away,
But I'm forced by love to keep looking.
And you say the three words I longed to hear:
I love you.
You wipe away the tears,
Holding me close as you can,
You tell me once more at the same time I tell you::
I love you
Date : Friday, July 24, 2009
Title : Im surrender
Yea now I declare I has lost to everyone...Im a loser happy wif dat?Im a easy person to bully at...I cant talk much as u all couldI cant think fast as u all willI not mature as u all areNo matter wat I do aso nothing wanJust assume Im crapping all the time You all win la I lose le kz?
Date : Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Title : Haih~
Some presentations already over...
I was so nervous till I cant sleep well every time before the day I have to present...
Such a big thingy for me huh...
I having some weird illness...
I dunno how this thing could happen to me...
I am so worry now...
I don't have the mood to eat now or
Sometimes feel like vomiting...
Even I have no choice or been force to eat I cant finish up the meal...
I dun really scare of getting fat..
I ain't having anorexia or bulimia...(I do confirm bout it)
I found one 1 more phobia related bout this case "Agoraphobia".
Agoraphobia is one of the recognized anxiety disorders
Am i kena food poisoning?
or
Am i pregnant?(choi)
I hate to see doctor..
Sound like wasting money...
The doctor check d den give ask the nurse give some medicine...
That's all..
Please pray for me...
Before getting worst...

Date : Saturday, July 18, 2009
Title : Saturday midnight

As i am listening to Jay's song.My mum came in my room and ask me got hear loud sound or not.I say no cause i using headset.Then we went out see lo.There was an accident.A proton car.I still curious how the accident happen.Some1 say i 8 go out see.zZz.Dun forget im studying what course,need to know latest stuff that happen.what la.
Date : Monday, July 13, 2009
Title : To Someone Special
Your smile the one who catch my attention.
Your small eye hide secrets.
Those secrets between you and I.
Im sorry for hurting you deeply,
Im sorry for not being patiently,
Im sorry for my stubbornness,
Im sorry for letting you down,
Im sorry for my childish thinking.
You always say i never care about you,
I might cant listing it out,
But as I know care is by feel not by see,
You will truly know care am I alwiz to you,
Stopping u do dis do that,I have my own reasons.
Thanks for loving me,
Thanks for care me so much,
Thanks for being there for me,
Thanks for sacrifice your time for me,
Scars and memories will remain there forever,
Just wanna tell you " I love you Ben CDR"
P.s : all above is written truly sincere from me 
Date :
Title : Glossophobia TT
Glossophobia is also known as stage fright.
Yesh i having it.
I was so scare to speak or perform infront of many people.
I am too shy or will be superb nervous.
Today,H.E presentation.I ruined it.
Im too nervous till i cant remember anything.
I have to read from da OHP.
My mind like omgosh im dead man.
Im gonna fail this time.
Thankful,the lecture say all pass.
But im just not satify bout it.
Hopefully i will do much better in other sub presentation.
I will try to overcome it NOW.
Pray for me.
Its very important for me.

Date : Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Title : HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHAKRY!